Spotting.
It's always a teaser for AF. Temp drop this morning so it's just a matter of time.
I have so many thoughts and worries in my head that I will probably share later but for now, I'm just ready to get this next cycle started. It's enough to worry about on its own.
Up until a couple days ago, Dr A wanted us to try unmedicated for 6 months, but last week my P4 came back at 8.4, indicating weak O. Initial P4 in November was over 11. His nurse called and wants me to call cd 1 to schedule an appt. Clomid is likely the next step.
I'm not looking forward to this at all. I'm worried about the side effects. I'm worried about the cost, monitoring and my work schedule. We're OOP for treatment. My job as a 911 dispatcher is a set schedule and it's difficult to take time off without pre approval weeks ahead. I had not planned on telling my boss about IF but it looks like I may have to since I will need to miss some work this week for RE visit and BW.
I hate the unknown. It keeps me up at night. Last night, I couldn't sleep and had a nightmare about my supervisor related to my TTC and work.
Why can't this be easier?
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