The end of a cycle is brutal. Two days lasts for weeks. Every twinge is a symptom. Each temp gets judged and analyzed over and over. Bathroom trips are like a scavenger hunt for spotting.
Add in the IF factor and all the doubts come flooding in.
When will it be our month?
Why us?
What can I do differently?
It's like two final days of your cycle can determine the worth of an entire month.
Officially, I'm 11 dpo. I usually spot by 12 dpo. If there's no spotting, then I may test then. Right now, I've got some cramping, and sore boobs, but both of those can be attributed to PMS as well.
It's possible that my cycle and/or symptoms could change following the Lap so the cramps could be from that.
I just wish these days would go by faster. Staying awake and bored on night shift just fuels to my active imagination, feeding my doubt and then getting my hopes up. It's a crazy roller coaster ride.
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