But for now, today is just another day. I celebrate my own Mom and her awesomeness and wish that I was more like her. In some ways, I'm glad I have my dads personality and in others I wish I was more meek like my Mom. It would save me from getting in a lot of trouble if I didn't have my father's lack of filter for mouth diarrhea.
We're still on vacation and while I thought today would be tough, I'm looking at it as another day. Vacation has been relaxing and IF has rarely been on mind. During a typical cycle I could tell you my exact cycle day and next appointment time before I could ever tell you what of the week we were currently on. But while I've been here, I've lost track of my cycle. I can't even remember to use my OPKs. The beach is sucking out my TTC brain, in a good way. But in many ways, I'm avoiding the day as much as possible. I've only checked TB twice and I refuse to log onto Facebook. That overload of thankful crap would send me into a dark place. I know you're thankful for your kids, facebookers, but it is not necessary for me to like or comment on it. Get off your phones and laptops and spend the day with them.
At this exact moment, I'm leaned back on a chaise, next to my mom and listening to the wind in the back porch chimes. The tide is leaving and we're resting before our afternoon fishing trip.
I'm going back to my book. Hugs to all of you that need and deserve them today.
Jealous. Enjoy your trip!
ReplyDeleteAlso jealous. Looks like your vacation has been really nice and relaxing so far. I also refuse to log onto Facebook today and feel the exact same way as you do about it. Enjoy the fishing trip!
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